Ive lost everything in life and Ive lost myself can anyone please help who knows or has been through this??

Yes sweetheart I feel your pain and I understand how you feel. Sometimes hitting rock bottom is necessary in order to brink you closer to God. It has to do with the first will be last and the last will be first you are not a piece of **** and neither is your Mom Your Mom made her own choices and I um it was because she lost hope and just gave up. As young as you are you asked questions with maturity. That is very special and rare. You are on the right track cling onto God cling onto hope and cling onto your faith in him and yourself. maybe you should get involved in more activities in school or even the church try to keep yourself busy Put yourself in a position where you are around people Get into your studies and do extra homework, exercise In other-wards start building your own future. you can do and be anything you want. you are young start now stand up and fight for yourself and don't loose hope